Monday, August 29, 2011

oopsy i guess im supposed to speak about "hard work"


Hard work to me is some one who starts whatever they do with a positive mind and isn't afraid to push themselves to the limit. Some one who can take the lead and make sure that things get done perfectly. It's for sure a mentally and physically draining thing to do but the more you do it then you just get used to it. Ofcourse there has to be some motivation to it because when you want something so bad and you just have to get and you know you'll get it by working hard then that is the drive that will get you to work hard. whether it is a better position at work that you've always wanted, a better pay, or even something that you want to buy with all that money you've been saving from all your checks. I know what a hard worker is because my mom is definately a hard worker. It's scary and puts alot of pressure on me because she says if your parents work hard you gotta work even harder than they do. My mom owns her own business so she starts working at 9am and doesnt stop till 3am. I do hope to one day live up to my mom's expectations but i don't want to do it just because of her but i would like to do it for myself so that i can have my own business as well and have a big house one day and beable to take care and support my family. I want to stay away from asking my parents for anything when i get older, i would like to support them like theyve always supported me.

what "reaping what you sow" means to me..

I beleive that it means; earning what you have well recieved. Usually that comes with very hard work and it comes hand in hand together. I know that is a familiar term in the bible as well, so i know i've heard it some where but i'm, not exactly sure where in the bible. It could be a good thing and it also can be a bad thing as well. I think it can be used like the reference of  "an eye for an eye and tooth for a tooth". So basically the moral of the whole story is make sure that you are being good to others because if your are then it will surely I don't even think you have to be religious to believe that. I think that this is also known as Karma, alot people know about that as well. So make sure you do watch out if you have done some one wrong in the past, because if it hasnt come to get you yet then it will sooner or later. I'm so afraid of cheating on someone because i totally believe in karma and think that it would be done to me if i did it first. So that is why I make sure to always keep my hands to myself when I'm taken cause you never know one day when you finally meet that person your in love with and they could be used by Karma to get you back for your past doings. I dont even think there is a way to get out of that situation. But yea that's what i think, hopefully no one is confused by this cause i feel like i went a lil off track in the end. So I shall send my disclaimer now. stank ya.

Monday, August 22, 2011

my little cousins that I watch and my boyfriend


let me tell ya a lil summin summin bout me...

Im the youngest of 2. My older sister is 28 years old. I was born in the Philippines and moved to America when I was one. I don't speak tagalog what so ever but my parents do. My dad speaks tagalog to me but my mom talks to me in english. I'm not fond of reading books but I am trying to find something that I would enjoy. I do not like the color pink so I try and avoid wearing it as much as possible. Im curently 21 years old and live at home with my parents and 2 little cousins. I am responsible for my two little cousins because my parents offered to be their guardians since their dad lives in San Francisco since he works out there and their mother passed away when they were very young. One is 13 and the other is 9 years old. I make sure that theyre up and ready for school and I drop them off then I go to school and drive back to pick them up and make lunch for everyone to eat. Then I wait for my dad to get home so he can watch them then I go back to school. My only free time is on the weekends then I get to spend time with my boyfriend in Ontario and don't come back home till Monday morning when I have to take them back to school. I usually spend time with my cousins on the weekends as well and we always meet up and go out to eat together at least once or twice a week when everyone isn't busy. But my life is pretty good, nothing to complain about. My mom usually gives me money because she's never home so she kind of pays me to take care of my family, cook, and clean the house. I like how spring semester is going so far and all my teachers are pretty nice.